As I reach 40, I have come to a cross road in my life where I need to make a few decisions. 

I have a family to take care of and I also have my health to look after.  I should spend more time with my kids and less time bitching about my everything!  I need to enjoy the things I have, and not stress over the things I don't have.  I have to start enjoying life and being happier.  I need to stop fighting with my wife and learn to control my emotions. I need to stop trying to please others and please myself and my family.  I need to excersize more and eat better.  My goal is to complete the Savage Race in March.

 I believe there is only one way to do this.  Something that I have should have done in a very long time.  While I would rather not discuss it on the this blog until after it is done.  If some people got wind of it, it would make my life a living hell.  My goal is to do this before the year is over.